14 - Always Onz

hey.

i'm stuck in library in the middle of studying heaney and i haven't started s history yet.
suffice to say i think i'm f***ed. i'm also damn irritated that i end at the end of the month while most of the others in hcjc will have finished by the time i post this entry. bleugh.

just wanted to rant but need to enforce my blog hiatus so shall rant here. hehe....and since no one reads this i can bitch about anything i want!

no lah but just feel kinda empty and lost. and keep getting headaches cos i tend to focus too much on the 'what if'-s and maybe too little on the 'right now'-s. haha but if any of you read this tell me! me being the narcissist that i am. :D

and it's kinda weird how this all ends. without a big fanfare. maybe just a few gentle 'goodbyes' and 'keep in touch' here and there, probably...and our jc life that kicked off with a bang shall end with barely a whimper...well, until prom, that is. but i don't know what's gonna happen then anyway...so here's my own generic goodbye to a generic you (i like to keep things personal)...whether you're friend, acquaintence, non-speaking terms, whatever....hope to see you again soon. maybe sooner, in some cases.

well, depression can only last so long. time for me to hit the books once more.

ciao

posted by Andre @ 10:14 PM